Broken

Curled up all alone.
Whispers bouncing back to myself.
Billions of dreams stacked up on my tall shelf.
My broken ladder representing my fractured identity.
Breath after breath, tear after tear
Fallen to the barren ground engulfed in my fear.
My validation; only counted by stacks of paper like I’m something being sold.
Fitting in? not for me, still stuck in the circle’s mold.
It pains so much, the heated anxious sweats now feel like numbing cold burns.
Deep in the pits, my brain never fits.
My emotions threw fists.
My heart is on a blitz
All I ever wanted was your happiness.
I am hopeless.
Come caress…
my broken heart…please.
I just want your attention.
To see with my eyes, the love you say you have for me.
Dont let me down.
That’s something I can only do.
Dont let me down.
It’s something I’ve never intended to do…